Wednesday, June 25, 2014

God made a way for Djovens and Djovensky.

One month ago today I hopped on a plane with some amazing people and headed out on this adventurous summer in Haiti. I have had such an amazing week since my last post. The day after our waterfall adventure all of us interns spent the day preparing for our teams to arrive. And after dinner we bought ourselves some ice cream and mixed in some candy to make it a little more special. Some mixed in Oreo’s, some did Reese’s Pieces, and some did M&M’s. It was an all around great idea that turned out fantastic! It was so good to eat ice cream and candy and just enjoy each other before the hectic schedules and crazy team members arrived.
Our teams arrived and we got moving on ministry. My team was very evangelism focused. They had brought solar-powered lights that were such a blessing for a community that can’t access electricity. My team got to explore Tortuga and hand out solar lights while sharing the Gospel along the way. It was awesome to see them jump into action out in one of my favorite communities. On Sunday, we all went to church. It is always such a blessing to worship with my Haitian brothers and sisters. As we were in church I just suddenly realized how much this felt like home. To look around and see so many friends and people who I consider family worshiping Jesus together. To sing and dance in the name of Jesus with my favorite people on Earth was so beautiful.
On Monday, my team set out to hand out solar lights in the community of St. Louis du Nord. I led them wayyyyyy up the mountain to Louloune’s house. They wanted to give her a light. It was so amazing to see a woman who I love so much be loved on by the people I am leading. Seeing other people catch a glimpse of the work God is doing here. It challenged me so much to push even further to find more people to catch the vision. As we were walking back to the mission, my team spotted two people that needed surgery. One was a 2 year old little girl named Cherika who had an umbilical hernia. We also came across an older woman, Marie, who used to work for the mission who had fluid built up in her abdominal cavity. The team paid for BOTH of them to have the medical attention and get the necessary procedures.
Tuesday was by far the most stressful day of my trip so far. But it was probably one of the best days I’ve had since returning to Haiti. After breakfast, I went downstairs and coordinated the two surgeries for our friends, Cherika and Marie. That was quite stressful to say the least. Running around and paying all the right people was so difficult but we eventually got everyone set up. We then collected some TOMS and set out to go hut to hut giving out shoes. My mom and sister got to come with my group. I was so excited for them to be out doing ministry with me. I split up my team into three groups and we all went our separate ways. I lead a team back behind the mission where no teams ever really go. And to be honest I was wondering why God even had us out there. We found some cute kiddos and got to give them shoes but it just didn’t feel like we were being the hands and feet of Jesus. I felt more like a humanitarian, like we were missing the point of why we were there.
At the exact moment I felt most exasperated, I saw a young boy standing in the doorway of his house holding what looked like a new born baby yelling “HE NEEDS SHOES! HE NEEDS SHOES!” So I walked over because it just didn’t look right. As I got closer, I saw that this baby was sickly and that there was a twin. I called my mom and sister over to help assess the situation. I immediately sent messages to the appropriate people to try to get the babies into the Nutrition Program. I found out that they were 7 months old, twin boys named Djovensky and Djovens. They weighed about 5 pounds each. I asked the boys’ mom to come back to the mission with me. Walking back to the mission I kept just praying for God to protect these two babies. The mom obviously couldn’t provide for them. Upon arriving at the mission I found out that God had been preparing us for these two boys. A few months ago, one of the Miriam Center children, Jezila, kept getting aspirating pneumonia and it was causing a lot of issues with her breathing. So she had surgery to put a feeding tube in place to avoid this issue. This was all great but the mission didn’t have any formula to give her so many teams brought in massive amounts of baby formula. Last week, Jezila went to be with Jesus and it was so difficult to understand. It was so hard to see God’s plan in all of that. After Jezila’s passing we had a huge supply of formula and no babies to give it to. But then God put Djovens and Djovensky in my path. God provided so heavily. I am so humbled to be used by God. I am still in awe of God’s sovereignty.

Today we got to go to the brothel and I got to bring my mom to experience the awesomeness of those ladies. It was so awesome because all of us who went immediately said “God is here.” He was so evident. He was so present. Even where you would least expect to see God, a brothel in Haiti (and if you’ve been there you know how dirty and gross that place is). God was already there even with the nasty things that happen there. Only God knows what was happening 30 minutes before we got there and only God knows what happened 30 minutes after we left. But God was already there. We didn’t bring Him. He brought us there and then revealed Himself. For the hour we were at the brothel today, we all just worshiped Jesus together. So in awe of Christ.

Djovens

Djovensky and my Mama

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Finally back. Finally here.

Since my last blog, I have finished my first semester at Moody Bible Institute, prepared for my summer in Haiti, embarked on a cross country road trip with some of my best friends, and on May 25th, I headed to Haiti with my fellow interns. It has been a challenging few months since my last post. But being back in Haiti, serving and loving on these people in the name of Jesus has been worth all of those challenges. When I first got back it was so overwhelming to actually set foot in a place I’ve only dreamt about for 10 months. It was so surreal but seeing all of my friends from last summer and beginning intern training quickly jolted me into reality. I was finally back where my heart feels full, back where God reveals Himself to me over and over again. That’s what makes this place so amazing: to glimpse the glory, power, and sovereignty of Christ, while serving Him daily.
It has already been a crazy week. We have been all across the Northwest zone of Haiti, I have realized how much Creole I forgot, I have hugged and held so many beautiful children, and I have of course eaten some amazing Haitian food. I have reunited with my Haitian friends all over town. One of the Bracelet Bandits, a group of teenage boys who sell custom bracelets to the Americans, was walking with me and he told me that I know too many people and that I was the most popular person in Haiti. But it was so amazing to reunite with people who I have longed to see for so many months.
But truthfully the best reunion I have had was my reunion with the promises of God. Once I stepped into Haiti, I suddenly felt disconnected. I can’t explain why or understand it but I felt like my mind was still in America and my body was in Haiti. I wasn’t present. I was distant. It wasn’t working. But through each experience and each adventure, daily I could begin to see God’s promises come to life. Every day as I would wake up feeling disconnected, God would remind me of Philippians 1:6, “I am sure of this, that He who started a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” This verse would encourage me because I knew that last summer God began an incredible work in me and I had to continually remind myself that God would not begin this work and then let me get lost along the way. I kept being reminded that He will carry it on to completion in me. And for the first few weeks I honestly felt like I was lying to myself. I felt lost and couldn't really understand why God brought me back to Haiti.
A few days ago, we put a basketball hoop up in the Nutrition Program. We went down and played, actually played, with some of the older orphan boys. Something as simple as that truly brought my mind and heart to Haiti. Basketball has been my passion for so long and going to play revived me. It sounds silly but it really did. We played for an hour, three days in a row. And I felt so refreshed. And then today… We began today by going to the brothel in town. I had to lead the Bible study we had. I spoke on Hebrews 2:14-15. It was so encouraging to see prostitutes saying “Amen” and singing praise to Jesus. We just sang, danced, and prayed together. Loving on those beautiful ladies and their children was such a blessing. I realized when I was standing in the brothel in St. Louis du Nord, Haiti that my ministry is not useless. God is using me. I am still overwhelmed by the feeling. It gives me chills when I think about it. I am doing ministry and I finally feel present.
We had such an amazing time and then went back to the mission for lunch. After lunch all the girls set out for an adventure to the waterfall at the edge of town. We hopped on motorcycle taxis and began our adventure. We had such a blast at the waterfall we just played with all the local kids and got to love on them and bond together. It was so beautiful. Not just the scenery, not just the people but the purity of the love that we were all experiencing. I truly felt like we were loving in the name of Jesus with the purest love I have experienced as a human.

God has been blessing my time here in Haiti. I cannot wait to see where this summer leads. I am so excited for the next few weeks. My mom, brother, and sister arrive in less than a week and in two weeks the team from my church is heading down here and my best friend will be here for 10 days to experience this place that I love so much. Continue to pray for me and pray for continued guidance and reliance upon Christ. His power is perfected in my weakness. I praise Him for my weakness. I praise Him for His faithfulness.

Here are some pictures of my first few weeks here.